Nytår i Kings Park

Sååe, jeg skal holde nytår med nogle af mine venner, vi holder en picnic i Kings Park sammen, og alle bringer lidt mad (: Og så må vi se hvordan jeg kommer ind i det nye år <3 Hehe, 

Men GODT NYTÅR alle sammen! Håber i alle får en god aften og kommer rigtig godt ind i det nye år! <3 Elsker jer, savner jer! Håber på at se mange af jer når jeg kommer hjem!<3

:Sooo, I'm celebrating new years eve with some friends in Kings Park were we're having a picnic together, and everyone brings some food (: And then we find out how I'll come in, in the new year (: but! HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!! Hope you all are going to have a nice evening, and will be going good in the new year! Love you, miss you! Hope to see a lot of you when I come back!<3

Jul på farmen ö

Christmas lunch, left my hostmum, middle: kids (:

 Så julen bliver fejret lidt anderledes herover, de fejre nemlig den 25 om morgenen/frokost tid, hvor vi i Danmark fejre den 24 om aftenen. Men den 24 om aftenen, skypede jeg med min familie(dvs. min mor, morfar og min mors veninde) og jeg tudede ikke, men var sku tæt på! Jeg savnede det kendte og ikke at være særlig mange mennesker.. (: 

Så den 25 fejrede vi jul herover og fik stor julefrokost, som i kan se på billedet, så er der min hostmum (til venstre) hendes 2 børn, hendes søster (hende med brunt hår) og hendes brors kæreste (: Vi fik lam, baked ham(?) kylling, ristede kartofler, ristede græskar, og ærter og bønner :b meget meget mad :b 

My gifts <3

Men det var super lækkert! Jeg fik desværre ikke et med hele familien på, men det her var det bedste (: om aftenen den 25 tog vi hen til 'skuret' (the sheed) fordi det er kæmpe og vi var ca 40 mennesker der skulle spise aftensmad sammen.. (: Haha! Det var en masse mennesker, ikke hvad jeg er vant til, meget larm og det hele :b hehe (: Men ja, billedet her til højre er hvad jeg fik i julegave fra min familie i DK og familien her (: Jeg har fået gavekort, en bog, en taske, en kogebog, en parfume, et duftlys og ja, rigtig lækre cremer (: rigtig lækkert :D 

Men vi hyggede os meget, og vi kom hjem igår, sent om aftenen, og slappede af, så idag er det store vaskedag, og så må vi se hvad vi skal gøre ellers (: Hehe (: Fordi vi intet har i køleskabet, er jeg mega sulten!! ): 

og jeg kom desværre ikke ud og ride, da der ikke var nogen jeg kunne ride på ): Øv øv!
 Håber alle har haft en dejlig jul med familie og venner<3

sender de bedste tanker til min familie og venner :* Elsker jer, savner jer og håber i har det godt<3

Jaylar with her first present!

So christmas is celebrated a bit different than in Denmark, here they celebrate the 25th, where in DK it is christmas eve we celebrate (: but the 24th in the evening I skyped my family(mum, grandfather, and moms friend) I didn't cry,  but it was close! (: I miss the normal, and not so many people :b so the 25th we had a big christmas lunch with alot of food! with lam, baked ham, chicken, fried potatoes and fried pumbkin :b But it was really delicious! (: In the evening we went over to the sheed, because we were 40 people celebrating the evening together, and eating dinner together! :b Haha! So many people! Not what I'm used to, and lots of noise :b haha (:
So my presents was: giftcards, a book, a bag, a recipe book from my family in DK, and from my hostfamily: perfume, a candle with a smell of vanilla and some delicious cremes for my body (:

Caitlyn with her new thongs :b 

But we had a really good time, and we came home yesterday, late in the evening, and just relaxed, so today it's the big washing day, and then we'll see what happens (: Hope everyone had a lovely christmas! Love you, miss you<3 :*

Jul ö

Tænk at der er under en uge til jul, det er så mærkeligt at tænke på.. Jeg savner så meget julehyggen som vi plejer at lave i Danmark ):
Jeg har ikke engang fået lavet havregrynskugler )': Soooo sad! 

Vi har været ude og juleshoppe de sidste par dage, og jeg prøver at finde den fantastiske gave til Jo, men det går langsomt fremad --' 

Så jaaae.. 

Hva ellers? 

Jeg savner min familie og venner! især i denne tid.. 

Vejret er så varmt hernede, det er sindsygt! idag har vi ca. 30 grader :o Puuuha! Det er jeg slet ikke vant til ): 

Men ja, jeg tager stadig en dag af gangen, der er ikke så meget andet at gøre.. den 23 tar vi ned til Pemberton og holder jul .. (:

English:
I can't believe there is under a week till christmas, it's so strange to think about.. I miss the danish christmas 'hygge' that we normally to in Denmark ):
I haven't even made some danish lollies ): Soooo sad!
So we have been out christmas shopping the last couple of days,and I'm trying to find the perfect gift for Jo, but it's getting there sloooowly --'
soo..
What else?
The weather is so hot down here! It's crazy! Today it's 30 degrees ! Pyyyh! Not what I'm used to!
But yeah, taking one day at the time, not much else to do. the 23th are we going down to Pemberton for christmas (:

3 months

So I can’t believe it’s been 3 months since I’ve arrived in the airport in Perth. I have experienced so many things, and there is still so much to see and explore! :D I pretty much just have the week off this week, because there is no kids at home, they are all with their dads, so just me and Jo(Joanne), but I do like having chill out time, just having a nice afternoon, and doing nothing really (:

But still I do miss home, friends, family, all that shit ):  I can’t wait to see them all in the airport when I’m coming back! It’s gonna be amazing! ;D

So this weekend we went to Adventureworld (an amusement park) lots of waterslides, it’s was pretty funny to run around with the big kids and enjoy a hole day there (:

And yesterday I went to streetslide, it’s a big slide in the city of Perth, and you have to have tickets to go there, and luckily I was asked if I wanted to go with Aimee and her kids (: And it’s a big waterslide that is on the middle of the street (: It was pretty awesome! :D Hahahah (:

I still need to go out, have a girls night out, we were supposed to go on Friday, but since Caitlyn didn’t get picked up, we had to stay at home (: and then we had to go today, but yeah, we don’t  really feel like it at the moment ;b hahah (: Otherwise, I’m just taking one day at  a time, and time will let me know what I shall do <3

Love to all my friends<3

Tuberiding/wakeboarding!

Så sidste tirsdag var jeg ude og tuberide/wakeboarde! Det var en super fed oplevelse! Pigerne var skønne selvom jeg ikke rigtig kendte nogle af dem :b vores instruktør var AWSOME! :D og vi havde alle en super fed dag sammen :b Vi hyggede os, hørte musik, snakkede og sårn, og det var super fedt! 

Det var dog svært at komme op og stå på wakeboardet, men! jeg gjorde det til sidst! :D Og selv en uge efter var jeg øm i hele kroppen :b haha! Vi sad i båden og chillede og hyggede, fik en masse sol (: hehe (: det var super godt! :D En fantastisk dag med nogle fantastiske piger! :D Og ja, jeg vil sku gerne prøve det igen! :b <33

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so last Tuesday I went out tuberiding/wakeboarding! It was an awsome experience! The girls was so amazing even though I didn't really knew any of them :b And our instructor was soo fun and really cool! We all had a really nice day together :b We were having a great time, listing to music, talked and so on, it was so nice!
But it was difficult to come on top on the board, but! eventually I did come up!:D We were sitting in the boat chilling og having a good time, getting alot of sun! An amazing day with some awsome girls! And yes, I want to try it again :b<33

Messed up?!?!?!?!?!?!

So yeah, a lot has happened since last time I wrote on my blog, and since I want to be honest on my blog, I’ll tell it all. And then I don’t have to write to everyone about it, so yeah here it goes.

Last week on Wednesday we were all at Jo’s house, we went out for dinner because Jo had to go to Bali on Thursday, and after we got back, everything escaladed…

Jo went down to her friend’s house to get Rocco (her dog) back, but when she came back, I was told to get the kids out of the house, and there was this women I didn’t know coming in the house. And yeah, apparently my hostdad has been dated these two girls at the same time for 2 years(none of the girls knew each other), and they wanted to confront him together so he couldn’t get out of it with a lie. It was really crazy and I was stuck in the middle of it all. With Jo leaving the next day to Bali, and her kids were supposed to be at my hostdad’s house the whole weekend, so yeah, I stepped in and said I wanted to look after her kids while she was gone, since she didn’t have anyone else.. everyone making decission for me. Aimee had told my hostdad that I didn't wanna live with him anymore without me knowing. And thursday I told him, I had nothing to do with that message, that I needed some time to process it, and think about if I still wanted to stay with him. And then on Friday my hostdad told me he found another aupair to start ASAP, so if there was any way he could pack my room down before Saturday night.. So Saturday I went there to pack my room down, for me it just felt like i was being kicked out of his house all of a sudden.. It was a crappy way to leave the house/family.. I haven't even said propper goodbye to the kids.. ):
And yeah, now I have moved in to Jo’s house. I just wished I could do something for her, she deserves everything, she has been my rock while I’ve been here, and she is such a nice person, I couldn’t get through this without her<3

The whole thing is so crazy/messed up than you would think it could be in a book/movie, it’s so fucked. And he has lied to me while I’ve been here.. What if something happened and I couldn’t get a hold on him, because he was with his other girl? What was I then supposed to do?

The last week I’ve really missed my family and friends. I miss being able to hug a family member..<3 It's hard when u can't like call your best friend and meet up at a place between us.. Or talking to your mom at dinner, and yeah.. seeing my grandfather every week.. I can't wait to get back, but there's still so much more to see here, and my journy is not over yet<3
It's just been really hard, but I know and the end of this, I will be a stronger person, and I will be carefull with everything...  

But the plan for now is that I’m Jo’s aupair, and staying here to March, and then travel around Australia.

So yeah, crazy world we’re living in ? :o

(I’ll make another input with a happy story<3) 

Everyone has a breakdown

Well, my blog is all about honesty, and that I will try to keep up. So yeah, this weekend I had a little breakdown, and I just felt like everything I did was wrong, and I wasn’t good enough, even though I know that isn’t true, I just couldn’t stop thinking about everything, and how much I wanted to talk to someone about everything, and just cry it all out. I just needed it, you know? I just felt like the hole world fell down on me, and I wasn’t strong enough to keep it up.

But after having a little breakdown, I now feel much better, and today I even had a playdate, and yeah, that’s pretty funny, haha! Because the playdate was late, then I forgot the time, and when I looked at it, I needed to run to the school, to get Tyler, and then we all went to our house, and the kids had a really good playdate all together.

But yeah, I just really miss being able to talk to my mom at dinnertime, and having a sleep in, or being able to walk to my best friend’s house. I miss being able to have something to talk about.

Yesterday, they convinced me to go out, but I felt totally in the wrong place, all Matt’s and Jo’s friends were there, and I didn’t really know what to  talk about, or anything, I just felt like I was a bit in the way, and I know they want the best for me, and they like me, and all that, but sometimes it hard to see, when you feel a little alone, and I have no idear what to talk about.. But otherwise, I’m much better today, and I’m trying to keep my shit together and be strong. And in the end, when I’m finished over here, I’m so much stronger than before, because I can’t just take a plane back to Denmark, it takes over a day to get there, so I have to keep it together, and come out on the other side much stronger, and I always seems to find the things that are always messed up :b haha! I apparently have something to learn :b

Otherwise, I hope you guys had a good weekend<3

And thx to the people I’ve talked to this weekend, thx for the support :*<3

Big package from home!!

So, yesterday I received a big package from home, and I was soooo happy!! :D I can’t believe it has come! All my Christmas presents are in there, and some Danish candy (that I’m gonna save to a special day, when I need it!) I miss home, and my mom, and Danish Christmas, because their Christmas is so different over here, and I’m scared I’m gonna do/say something wrong.

But yesterday Matt bought me tickets to ‘the scarborough festival’ that sets on the beach, and it’s gonna be awesome! He will even drive me home (: And he bought me 2 extra tickets for my friends :b heheh (: So at least I have someone to go with :b haha (:

I can’t believe we’re in November already! The time goes by really fast, and even then it seems like there are ages till I get back home!

Matt’s going to work tonight, but I’m gonna skype with my best friend a bit later, I can’t wait to talk to her, and see her, and listen to her voice! After all that’s going on, I need to get a little Danish break :b

Og her er så lidt på dansk for mine danske venner (: 

igår modtog jeg en dejlig stor pakke fra familie/venner, og det var bare super dejligt at få en kæmpe pakke med alt i! Men hold kæft hvor jeg savner DK, dansk jul og alt der hører med til julemånederne. og det blir så mærkeligt at holde jul og nytår væk hjemmefra,  men senere skal jeg skype med denne skønne pige! :D Glæder mig for vildt! 

Og imorgen skal jeg samle min nye sengeramme, som Matt har købt til mig, siden jeg i øjeblikket kun sover på en madras :b haha (: 

Men ja, tiden går da en smule hurtigt, og er glad for jeg har fået venner herover der kan få mine tanker på noget andet, når livet blir svært<3 

Savner alle og enhver! og ønsker jer en herlig weekend! <33

Møs og kys fra mig :D

A lot going on, a bit confused

So, yeah, the weekend was a bit hard to me, I cooked Danish dinner for the kids (Matt wasn’t home) but I guess it’s too solid for them, because they didn’t really like it ): And I got in a fight with Brook, and I just had a bit too much ): Got really homesick the day after, being home in DK, no arguments, sleeping in, no loud kids in the morning, and so on, haha I guess after this experience I’ll never have kids, if they’re gonna behave like this :b hahah! :D

So Saturday we went out eating, and Sunday I had some friends over! :D Weee! 

I really love that I have my own car for use here, otherwise I don’t think I would have survived :b haha! :b But one of my front lights is not working ): But I hope it’s gonna be fixed soon! :D

I miss my family so much, my grandfarther even more! <3 And my best friend, mom and everyone! <3 Love you guys!! :*So yesterday I talked to my grandfaether, and I almost cried, I was so happy to talk to him, I do really miss him, and the rest of my family ): And it's gonna be soooo weird at christmas, not being at home with my own family, not celebreating on the 24th of December, and all that. ): 
But my mom has told me se sent me a big package, with all the christmas presents, and i can't wait to get it, just to get something from Denmark, from my family! And I can't wait to send my christmas present to them (: I hope they are gonna looove them! :D hehehe(: 

Well, for now, I'm a bit homesick, and the family is a bit crazy at the moment, so yeah, just getting a bit more homesick from that ): But! I'll survive! Like one of my friends told me  " Think about that nothing hasn't really been happening back home and what would you do if you went back home now? That usually helps me"
And that has really helped me, thinking about the situation, So I dont get that homesick, I'm glad that I have friends to talk to, and help me through some situations that are hard to talk to with your family, because they are not here. But all good, at least it's gonna be! 
Now I know that my grandfathers network is actually working propperly, and we can talk together over skype without it going out and so on (:

Have a nice week everyone, tomorrow I have a day off, and thursday aswell (: 

Having fun at the beach!

So today I had a day off, and I went to Florats beach with my friend Sofia, and met a lot of other people, and we did some BBQ :b it was a great fun, and I really needed to get out there, and get some other friends! :D And I actually met 2 other danish people! Oh yeah main! danish people rock! :b hahaha (; 

So on monday I have a playdate with another au pair, so I actually have something to do with Brooklyn on her days off (: So that's gonna be really good! 

Tomorrow, my plan is to relax! Sleep in, and just relax! :D hahahha ! (: 

I can't believe we're in November already! My best friend has her birthday on friday! And it's hard not to be there for her, and celebrate her ): But, I know that we will talk together (: I just miss being able to see her like every week /: 

So this weekend, Matt is on work like all friday, and saturday and sunday, soo it's gonna be a hard one Ö But I will handle it! :D 

I know have a plan, when I want to go out in the weekend, I can have a sleep-over at another au pairs house, and it's like 10$ for a cap from the city to her house, instead of like 100$ to where I live :b hahah (: So! And today I have remembered my sunscreen all day! :D So NO BURNS TODAY! :D 

Hope you all have a good week ! (:

Shopping

 So today I've  been shopping for my self! Ö I've got some really nice pants! A pair of shorts, and a lovely dress! Have used to many money :b haha! :D I know it's difficult to see the pattern on my new stuff because of the bedsheds :b hehe (: but anyways! I've actually been good to myself, and now I have 4 pair of shorts! Wuuuh :D 

The foto of the girls is from when we were at IKEA! 

Days go so fast by! It's soooo quick main! I can't believe it's November tomorrow!? WTF?!?! It's unbelieveble! :D hahaha (: Soon it's cristmas time, it's gonna be sooo weird! :b hahah! (: 

I miss home, miss my friends, family and stuff.. Sometimes it's hard to be here, being without what your used to have around you all the time, and here I have to be a grown up, and do things on my own.. But the family is so nice to me, and takes me shopping, and never leaves me out, even on my days off, if they're going out for dinner they ask me if I wanna join, they're are so nice. I couldn't have asked for a different one (: 

- En smule på dansk! Følte lige lidt for det danske, nu hvor jeg snakker og skriver så meget engelsk hele tiden :b haha! (:
Så, ja jeg var ude og shoppe idag, og fik købt nogle lækre shorts, bukser og en kjole! :b har brugt alt for mange penge :b haha! Men okay, har heller ikke fået brugt nogle af de penge jeg har fået overført til min konto :b så det var vist på tide jeg fik brugt nogle af dem! :b hahah!
Jeg ved godt det er svært at se mønstrene på tøjet, da mit sengetøj er meget mønsteret! :b hehe (:
Så idag er det halloween, og ved ikke rigtig hvad vi skal, så det blir sjovt at finde ud af hvad der sker :b hahah (:
Jeg har gjort rent i huset, og nu mangler jeg bare at vaske mit nye tøj, så jeg kan bruge det i løbet af weekenden! :b hehe ! Jeg prøver stadig at få et billed af Matt's brækkede hånd :b hehe (:
Men ja, ellers så går det stille og roligt, jeg savner hjem nogle gange, når det hele blir lidt forvirrende, og mangler bare det 'normale' hvis i forstår? Men kan slet ikke fatte jeg snart har været væk i like 7 uger Ö 1 1/2 måned! det er sindsygt! Men får tiden til at gå med at male et dukkehus, det super lækkert at have noget at lave, når jeg føler mig lidt i vejn, så går jeg bare derud og arbejder på det (: Det er begyndt at se rigtig godt ud!:D Hehehe (:
Alle mine danske venner, I ER SAVNET!
Familie- Jeg tænker på jer hver eneste dag<3
Morfar- håber din nye computer kan finde min blog :b haha (:
Signe F- Jeg glæder mig til at skype med dig! (: <3
Annie- tak for de randomme beskeder om morgenen (nat for dig) det varmer<3
Alle mine venner og familie- ELSKER JER!!<333

A little week

So, i know it's been a week since last time i wrote to you guys ): alot have happend since last time!

Matt has a broken hand from work, I had a great day at the beach and IKEA yesterday! So life is turning pretty good for me at the moment (: I'm enjoying it alot! :D Just chilling have fun, taking care of the kids and so on (: 

Not much els really (: I'll try to write in the weekend (;

A day off

So today I got a day off, and while I was driving back to Matt's house, the police was on the road, and I had to take an alcohol test :b ahahha! that was pretty funny! 

But later I got my nails done, for like 60 dollars! in Denmark it's over 110 dollars! (I did the math) (: 

So here's a picture of them! I loooove them,  but are sooo scared of breaking them :b hahaha! :D I had a good day (: 

Hope all my friends are having a good week<3

A week

So I know it's been almost a week since I lastet updatet you guys, but yeah, let's start with the day on the beach?! :D 

It was so amazing to actually meet some other au pairs, and hear their story, and I was on the beach all day! Hahahaha! :D I had a great time! :D And we're friends on facebook, and are gonna meet up again some time (: I actually have a coffe date on saturday (: 

So yeahc, saturday Tyler had to go to a birthday party, and after we picked him up, we were eating at a lovely restuarant. and the rest of the day was chilling time. Sunday night I was all alone in the house in the evening, and was watching x-factor, eating my candy/chocolate :b hahaha! :D So yesterday Tyler had school, and Brook didn't, so I was watching Brook during the day, Today the both of the kids were in school, and I did all the cleaning, and took a trip to joondalup center, to buy a lot of candy to my self :b hahaha! So now I have candy for the weekend! :D hahaha! 

So right now we're at Jo's, and I'm chilling, don't quite know what to do, so just sitting here, blogging about life (: And yeah, sometimes it's hard, when the kids doesn't listen to me the first time, and doesn't respect me enough, crying over small things, and I'm feeling like the biggest monster in the world, and yeah, it's not funny. I just want one day when I can sleep in and not get out of my bed before like 12 in the morning, and just chilling. I'm always out of bed at like 8, or before. So yeah.. But it's a nice weather here! And I can't believe I've been here for like 5 week! Wuuuh (: Times flying fast! So I must have a lot of fun then :b Soon I be home again, but had a once in a life experience with me! :D 

Og her er lidt på dansk, til dem der ikke er så gode til det engelske, men skriver desværre ikke præcis det samme som jeg har skrevet på engelsk. 

Så ja, tiden går ret hurtigt alligevel, og jeg får ikke rigtig brugt særlig mange penge, i forhold til hvad jeg har (: Men det er jo en god ting, jeg sparer vel sammen til at købe noget lækkert nyt tøj, og bøger og det hele! :D hahaha! (: 

Jeg har oplevet virkelig meget på bare 5 uger, og jeg er ikke engang halvejs endnu, og jeg ved der kommer så mange flere oplevelser! Og jeg venter bare på de kommer! Jeg mangler stadig en tur i byen (; Haha :b Men ja, nogle gange er det hårdt, børnene har ikke helt rigtig respekt for mig endnu, og jeg skal simpelthen sige tingene flere gange for dem, og selv der lytter de ikke rigtig? Og de græder over de mindste ting, og jeg føler mig som den ondeste person i verden, og jeg får bare lyst til at lukke mig inde på et værelse og hade mig selv fordi jeg sårer dem. Men jeg ved jo godt, at det ikke er pga. jeg er ond at de græder, de har bare utrolig let til tåre, og jeg har svært ved at håndtere det ): Men det må jeg vel bare lære at leve med? Men ja, min dag har været ret chill, har ordnet vasketøj, og gjort en masse rent, og været i Joondalup centeret og købt en masse slik og chokolade :b haha! Sådan! Så er jeg klar til weekenden :b Bring it on! (; Jeg skal prøve alt muligt slik :b haha! Og lige nu sidder jeg hos Jo, og der er bare så mange børn ! De løber alle rundt og leger, tror der er omkring 8 børn hos Jo, og lige nu spiser det, så det er heldigvis lidt stille (: Og snart skal jeg skype med min mor og morfar (: Men først lidt mad :b Ses :*

Excited

So, tomorrow I'm gonna meet a lot of other au pairs at City Beach. And I'm really excited to get out from the house and meet some other people! (: Not that the family is not nice, love the family, but, just to get out and get away from the house (and not going to joondalup center, all the time) is gonna be nice! We are actually really many that wants to go down their, so that's gonna be awsome! we're like 10-15 people meeting up there (: Weeee :D happy meee! :D get to know a lot of people :D 

So today we went out for dinner at a nice restaurant, and the portions are really big, it's so strange, because in Denmark, I'm used to smaller portions. 

But anyway, I'm skyping with my best friend! It's sooooo amazing to skype with her! I really miss her! And she is always there for me! I love her with all my heart<333 

love to all my friends and family <3 

The weekend

So, Matt had to go to this October party yesterday, and I had to watch Brook and Tyler, but also Jo's daughter and her friend, but, yeah, i went good, until Brook and tyler got in a fight, 3 times that day, and didn't listen to me, or anything, it's so awfull. But yeah, we went to the big park at Wanneroo, and we got icecream from the ice cream van, got home, got some lunch, played a little, went to the pool, I made dinner, and they went to bed, and then I had a trerible sleep, so i'm freaking tired right now, because I went to bed like 24 ish, and then got woken up by 3.30, because tylers ear was hurting, and then I couldn't sleep again, or at 06 I could, and then I went up at 8.30 again. Because Brook can't keep quiet. But yeah, today I've been to the marked, and got some stuff for my self, and some stuff for home, that I can send at christmas time, and for my best friends birthday! I always buy her tickets to see 'The hunger games' in the cinema, but that is only fun if we're together ): And this time we're not )': (Vræææææææææææææææl!) I miss her really much! <33 Love you girl!<3

Well, so tonight I have planned with some aupairs in Perth, that we're going to the beach on wednesday (I have just forgotten that Brook doesn't have school that day, hmmm.. what am I gonna do?) Well, at least i'm trying to get some friends over here! And it would be perfect to go on the beach on wednesday, because it's gonna be like 32 degrees. ! Baaaah, I'm gonna work something out! Hmmm.. yeah! I want to go there, and meet some other people!!<3 

Awsome days (:

 Oh main, jeg har bare haft nogle dejlige fridage! Igår fik jeg endelig købt postkort til dem derhjemme, og nu mangler jeg bare at få dem sendt afsted så de kan modtage dem, og ja, ellers chillede jeg det meste af igår, jeg var sammen med alle, Matt, børnene, Jo og hendes datter, hendes veninde og datter, og vi spiste alle nede på en cafe, men det blev rimelig koldt :b haha! Ja, ellers var det mega hygge, jeg fik skypet med min mor og morfar, hold kæft hvor jeg savner dem! For vildt! Men ja, ellers så idag var vi i Cohunu koala park! Der var en masse dyr, du gerne måtte fodre med popcorn, og du kunne røre dem, og det var mega sejt! Jeg fik endda holdt en koala! Og aet en kænguru! Sådan! :D Endnu en ting jeg kan stryge fra listen over ting jeg har oplevet herover ;) Hahaha  ! 

-Jetski, tjek!
-Kænguruer, tjek!
-holde en koala, tjek!
-opleve aqwa world, tjek!
-køre bil herover, tjek!
Hahaha ;) Nå, må hellere skrive på engelsk også ;)

Well here is it in english guys ;)

Oh my god I had some really nice days off! Yesterday was just a chill day, and we all (Matt, the kids, Jo and her daughter, Jo’s friends Aimee and her daughter, and we went down by the beach, and we ate on a café, but unfortunately it was a little cold, so we had much fun coming home in 1 car :b haha!

And today, we (Jo her daughter, Amiee and her daughter) went to the Cuhuno koala park, and we could feed the animals with poporn, and could touch them! And I even hold a koala(it was soooo cute!) and we touched kangaroos, they were like really chill with us touching them! It was so awesome! And a really nice day! I got some awesome pictures of the day! But I’m not gonna put all on my blog ;b haha ;) then you can learn it!

Well I have a few things I can check off my list of experience over here ;) I've had an amazing chilling day, and now we have the internet at home, and I can actually blog about it, and opdate you guys on how it's going ;) I'm in love with that little koala! Hahaha ;) Well this weekend (saturday) I'm gonna look after 4 kids :b haha it's gonna be fun to have a day all by us self ;) 

So right now, i'm feeling on top of the world, got some new music aswell, so i'm on the top, listen to music, chilling, just being me! :b hahaha! ;) Love to you all guys,! 

And for you guys at home, I miss all of you!<3 Kisses and Hugs<3 

Pictures, again (:

Perth by Night<3

Shark, uuuh (scary!)

Jellyfish (vandmænd/brandmænd

There is a guy feeding the fish! 

The guidemap for Aqwa World 

Matt on the Jetski (:

A week, and we finally got internet!

Sunday 27^th September

So, today I would like to sleep to like 8 a clock, but unfortunately the kids were like awake at 7ish and were playing loud in their rooms -.-‘ so much for weekend sleeping… Well, then we played on their ipads, and got some breakfast, but gosh those kids can’t be quiet for more than 5 min, and Matt really needed his sleep, and the kids were loud and stuff, and I got really angry, well, as angry as I can be, feeling like they don’t listen to me… Well, I guess that happens once in a while, you just need to cope with it, and make them listen to you?

I can’t believe I’ve been away for 2 weeks now! It’s so strange, to like think about, I’m still like in a way ‘Yeah, I’ll see my mom tomorrow’, but I won’t, and I need to learn that! (BASTA BUM!)

Well, I still miss home, I really need to find some friends over here, I have like the family and that’s it, so I really need to find someone to go to the cinemas with, or go out for some brunch/lunch or something, I really need someone over here, other than the family (which is great to me!- they take me to lunch, parks, and treat me like family- but I feel like I’m  their private space, so). Today after Matt woke up, Jo came over and we all went out for lunch/dinner, I got a chicken burger. I still need to try kangaroo and crocodile over here (: Haha!

Well, yeah that’s pretty much it for today. Nothing else really happened today, other than playing, reading in my book, out with the family. So (:

I hope my friends in Denmark are good, and are doing great<3

Tuesday 30^th September

Today I really miss home, being able to talk to my family, just being home in my own house and lying in my own bed, not being woken up at 6.30 in the morning (and the kids even have school holidays) the kids have been so irritating today, I’ve been kinda angry at them, they don’t listen to me, and when I asked of something they went crying.. Well that's just how they are I guess, trying my bounderies. So I’ve cleaned the house, done all the washing and all that, so that is done (:

I dreamt last night that I went home for a couple of days, and when I woke up I wanted to talk to my mom and tell her my dream, because I always used to do that, but then I remembered that there are like 20 hours home to my mom, and she would properly be asleep if I rang her up.. Just missing to being able to talk Danish with someone, I miss talking with my best friend, when I don’t know what to do, and all that.. I’m just really homesick right now.. And wished that I was home just a little bit..

Thursday 2^nd October

Well, yesterday I lied in my bed almost the whole day, getting a flu I think, and I’m just feeling like crap.. And just wished I was at home because their I know what to buy and have the most of it at home.. but here I dunno what to do, I feel a bit hopeless.. And there is so much going on, and I’m feeling like my head is just spinning all day long.. Can’t really sleep well, have bad dreams and waking up all the time.. yeah it’s just a bad week for me I guess?

Well 2 good things happened in this week.

1.      I have received my credit card and my pin-code

2.      We will have internet tomorrow! OMG! YESS!!!! FINALLY!!

And that kinda it, all the rest is a little bad: feeling sick, missing home, out of energy, dunno what to do with myself? It’s just…. Great.. yeah.. (det er bare noget rigtig lort!!!!)

Well, I’m in my room right now, the clock is about 10.00, and I’m all out of energy, but I have managed to change my bedshets so that is clean and I can be on top again soon! (I hope so)

Well, I’ll write again tomorrow, and let you know if I feel better.

Friday October 3,

Been sleeping alright tonight, having a bit more sleep than yesterday, now I just (kan virkelig ikke ordet på engelsk.. men jeg hoster hele tiden), yeah, that’s awful, but better than a running nose every other second :b haha! Well, the internet doesn’t like us very much. It doesn’t work, and now we need someone to come and look at it, so typical! We got all the things for it, but yeah, awful, that it won’t work ): I waaaaant internet!!! ):

Well, yeah, we went to Aqwa world, and saw a lot of fish!! It was really amazing and beautiful! I got a really good picture of the shark! Wuuuhu!! It was a lot of fun! A lot of different fish, awesome place! You could even like touch some of the fish; they felt like sandpaper, haha! Really fun to touch, but wet arm, not a good fan of that :b! Haha! Well, yeah, then we went out eating lunch, and it was a really nice place, where you could see people jumping in to the water, it was so cool! And when we went to get ice cream, you like choose your ice cream and then you ‘topping’ then they will like crush it for you and mix it in your ice! How cool is that?! Really cool main! :b hahaha! 

Saturday October 4^th

Well, today was a lot of fun! We went on the jetskies, and actually saw some dolphins!! Liiiiike WHAT!?!?! For real! they were swimming close to the jetskies, it was so amazing! And oh, jetski is really fun to try! I got a little scared when Matt went fast (like really fast!) and I was like all pumped up on adrenalin, and was shaking, but still, it was fun! Definitely not the last time I’m gonna try that! (Bliver seriøst nød til at skrive det på dansk! Det var simpelthen så syret! Det var bare lige i øjet, at vi også så delfinerne! Og når Matt ’kørte’ stærkt, var det ligesom al min adrenalin kom ind i kroppen og når jeg spænder ret meget begynder jeg at ryste, så mine ben rystede bare like hell, hahah! Han spurgte om jeg var okay (: men selvfølgelig! DET VAR FOR VILDT!!!! )

Well, then we got home, and yeah, I just went straight to the pool, cause it was really hot and the sun was up on a blue sky, and I went in the spa, just to get cooled down, even if I’m a little sick I wanted to get some color for my skin, well, I have 5 ½ months to get color! :D So when I get home I’m gonna be like all brown and lovely! (I hope so!)

Well, lately (most preciously- when I was sick) I got really down, and just wanted to go home, It’s hard to sick somewhere you don’t know any of their medicine or anything, so I just got really homesick, and didn’t really wanna come out of my room. Matt then asked me if I was okay, because I seemed really down, and he thought I didn’t like being here. Well I can say for certain that it’s not because I don’t like being here! I LOOOOVE being here! It’s amazing, it really is, sometimes it’s just hard not being able to have contact with home, because of the bloody internet ): So I’m sitting wanna call home, but can’t because I’m sick, and I can’t drive anywhere, and grr.. yeah, so I just like got In my room, listen to music, and playing games, just try not to think too much of home, and my mom, and my best friend, omg I really miss talking to her! It’s so strange to think I have nearly been away for almost 3 weeks! How did that happen?! Well, I’m feeling a bit better, but I still cough(hoster) a lot, and have a blocked nose now(well better than a running one?) But I’m in a positive state!

And I even got a little color today! WUUUH! Well, still 5 months to get all brown ;)

Well, I still hope the internet comes soon! I really need it like really much! I want internet, internet! (yeah I’m possessed by the internet :b hahaha!

Well I’ll write again tomorrow!<3

Sunday October 5^th

Yesterday evening I watched Scooby-Doo on tv :b haha talking about my childhood, I was a biiig fan of Scooby-Doo :D Well, yeah, and then went to sleep, and having 2 loud kids in the morning, trying to keep them quiet, think I did okay :b Well, then they went to their grandparents (Matt’s father has birthday today) I just stayed home washing my cloth, and yeah sleeping, or just like relaxing, trying to be myself, but my gosh I miss internet, and being able to contact my family..):

So time is about 21 over here, and I couldn’t help myself, I needed to talk to my mom, just hear her voice, and be a little calmer, we talked for like 18 min :b hahha! It was so nice to hear her voice. My gosh I miss her, just chatting over dinner about what had happened at the day, I miss that really much. Still waiting for that bloody internet to work! I’m gonna use it like hell! I miss writing with my friends, being on facebook, yeah, I’m never really on facebook.

When we get the internet, I’ll be able to get some friends, and get more out, and not being ‘stuck’ at the house, who wants to go to cinema all alone? (not me!) So I really need that internet, I need some friends I can talk to, get out with and stuff like that.. yeah, I guess it will get easier when I get the internet, because right now, it’s pretty hard, even if we do things, when we get home, they have friends to contact, or coming over.. but not me, but soon! I’ll get lots of friends! (I hope so.. J)

Tuesday October 7^th

FINALLY WE HAVE INTERNET!! OMG I’m SOOOOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!

It only took like 20 min to make it work on my computer -.-‘ crazy shit, but it works now! Oh my gosh I’m soo happy about it! I can write home, I can skype with my family now, gosh it’s gonna be soooo great! And I can make some new friends! :D Weeee!! Well, first I’m gonna write to my friends in Denmark, I need to chat with someone I know :b 

Well otherwise, yeah, It's been a little crazy today, the kids are fighting a lot these days, think they need school to open again! well, otherwise, the thing I need now, is to activate my australian Visa, but have no idear how ): But, I'll find out! 

There will be pictures ;)

See ya lovely people (:

A lot of pictures

The car I drive

The day we went to the Pool

Wuuuh! The car is awsome(not driving, just taking pictures (;

Alcohol!!

Jayla and me in the car (:

Kangaroo

Papegøje (dont know how to write it in english :b)

The beach! Beautiful

More Kangaroos! 

Koala! SOOOO cute!!

Dansk indlæg

Hej alle sammen her er et lille/langt indlæg på dansk for alle dem der har lidt svært ved det engelske, så kommer der en lille opsamling af det hele på dansk som i lige får. (: Synes ikke det hele skal være på engelsk nu hvor jeg er her, der skal da også være lidt dansk indimellem :b

Flyveturen:

Jae, flyveturen var… ja.. rigtig lang! 12 timer i det første fly og så det næste 5 timer, puuuuha! Men, de havde utrolig god mad på flyet og rigtig god service, rigtig flinke og super flot arbejdstøj!! Jeg fik både frokost og morgenmad på det første fly, og i Singapore skulle vi så skifte fly, og det var ikke det sværeste at finde hen til den næste gate, men der var bare lidt langt! Og for søren da, mit hoved havde det som om det stadig fløj, da jeg ventede på det næste fly, og i det fly, skulle jeg bare ikke ha noget at spise eller noget, bare sove! Hehe, og så da man kom af flyveren i Australien, skulle man forbi sårn en kontrol ting med pas og sårn, og han spurgte så hvilken medicin jeg havde med, og jeg sagde astma medicin, og så kom jeg igennem, men de havde dog problemer med at scanne mit pas s: wtf?!?! Men jeg kom da igennem, efter den endeløse kø ): Nå, så hente sin kuffert, og så vise sin seddel til en anden, og så skulle kufferten også lige tjekkes, og ja, det var en lille (meget sød) hund der sniffede til min kuffert, den skulle ikke åbnes eller noget, og så ja, så var jeg kommet ind i landet, og så var det bare at finde Matt, hvilket ikke var det letteste i verden! Haha! Men vi fandt da hinanden! Og så skulle vi bare køre hjem til ham! Hehe (: En meget mærkelig oplevelse at de kører i venstre side, jeg skulle sidde foran og det er jo der hvor vi i Danmark sidder og styrer :b haha! Men ja ja, det gik(:

Børnene ville lege med mig med det samme, ret komisk!

Tirsdag d. 16 sep.

Det er stadig meget mærkeligt at være her, tror stadig ikke det er gået op for mig at jeg rent faktisk er her  Ö men ja, i dag kørte Matt og jeg børnene i skole, og Matt fortalte lærerne hvem jeg var (så det ikke er en øksemorder der henter dem ;b eller børnelokker, eller something) men skolen var kun 1 etage (stue) faktisk er næsten alle huse et-planshuse, og har kun stueetage. Men måske er det fordi de har sårn et kæmpe land og ikke behøver flere etager? (:

Men, ja, jeg var oppe kl 7ish, og spiste morgenmad med børnene, og ja, nu har jeg bare fritid som jeg ikke aner hvad jeg skal gøre med ):

Og selvfølgelig har familien ikke wi-fi endnu, det er så typisk! Så har svært ved at skrive hjem og skype med familie og venner, det er ret øv!

Og det er sårn lidt det (: vi hentede børnene fra skole senere, og jeg fik mig et australsk nummer(det kan dog ikke sende beskeder til Danmark?) og fik desværre ikke kørt bil i dag, men det er helt fint med mig :b

Fredag d. 19 sep.

Onsdag kørte jeg rundt med Matt i bilen der er til rådighed for mig, og det gik okay tror jeg. Jeg kan i hvert fald godt finde ud af deres rundkørsler, og de har altså nogle mærkelige venstre sving, uden noget trafiklys? Men altså, ja, i går lavede jeg lasagne og i onsdag spiste vi på en pub (hyggeligt sted) sammen med Jo og børnene. Men det interessante i dag er at jeg kørte helt alene i bilen i dag, og endda ud på den store vej! Meget stolt! Hehee (:

 Lørdag d. 20 sep.

I dag var vi i poolen! Det var mega lækkert! Det var like 32 grader tror jeg! Og det er ikke engang sommer endnu?! Hahah!

Lørdag d. 27 sep.

I dag er det Matt fødselsdag og hans mor og far er på besøg og han skal på arbejde senere, og ja, arbejde hele dagen og natten, og ja, bedsteforældrene passer børnene i løbet af dagen, og kommer tilbage med dem til sengetid agtigt tror jeg.

Men ja, denne uge er gået ret hurtigt, i tirsdag sov vi hos Jo, så jeg havde internet hele aftenen, og fik skypet med min mor og morfar, det var rigtig dejligt at høre fra dem!

Onsdag og torsdag er gået lidt forbi min næse s;

I går var vi(Jo, Matt, Mig og Jo’s datter og hendes veninde- Brook og Tyler var i skole) i en nationalpark, og så kænguruer, koalaer og papegøjer, og fik frokost derude,  rigtig hyggeligt, og så ja, hentede vi børnene fra skole (jeg havde lavet pizza’er til Tyler’s klasse fordi de havde sårn noget fælles spisning, og de var alle blevet spist!) og så hjem og ja, lege lidt, få børnene i bad, og bare slappe af, og så ja, så jeg lidt tv og så skred jeg i seng. !

Jeg tror det var i onsdags, der tog vi ind til banken ANZ og jeg fik lavet mig en bankkonto, og får tilsendt et kort (hahaha! Jeg får et kreditkort!) og ja, der er så en app til den bank, så jeg kan tjekke min konto på appen, men det tog bare lidt lang tid før jeg rent faktisk kunne få den lorte app! Fordi min app var dansk, skulle jeg bruge de sidste 3 kroner på min ’danske app konto’ og så derefter kunne jeg ændre land og så fandt vi endelig appen og jeg kunne komme på! Endelig main! Men! Ja, Matt har overført lidt penge til mig, og jeg har jo stadig penge i min pung, jeg har brugt penge på en bog og nogle praktiske ting, ikke så meget andet :b

Og så skulle jeg i torsdags fylde ’min’ bil op med benzin, hahah, jaaaae. Det er jeg ikke særlig god til! Har sagt til Matt at alt det praktiske med bilen, det kan jeg ikke, fordi jeg kørte jo bare rundt i Danmark, ikke så meget andet, han havde givet mig penge og det hele tiden benzin, og ja, jeg tror lige han skal hjælpe mig næste gang! :b hahaha! Men okay, ved ikke om det her er dyrt for benzin, men ca. 32 liter for 50 AUS dollars, det er ca. 1,7 pr liter, det virker altså billigere end Danmark (:

Men hold kæft hvor er det svært nogle gange at være her. Som lige nu, jeg ved ikke helt hvor jeg skal gøre af mig selv, han har ikke noget wi-fi så tør ikke skrive inde på Aupair gruppen (en gruppe på facebook, hvor forskellige aupairs i Perth skriver for at få nye venner i sin fritid) så jeg har ikk rigtig noget at lave, og jeg føler mig lidt ensom nogle gange. Jeg ved godt at man burde være virkelig glad for sin fritid, men lige i øjeblikket er den bare lort, for aner ikke hvad jeg skal lave, jeg kan ikke skrive hjem, eller skype med nogen, eller tjekke facebook. Jeg kan læse en bog, se en film eller lign. men det er bare heller ikke særlig sjovt..

Jeg kan ikke rigtig forstå jeg snart har været her i 2 uger, det er ret sindsygt! Jeg tror jeg er ved at forstå at jeg ikke bare kan ringe hjem, eller komme hjem til min egen seng, eller lige ringe Signe op og mødes med hende for en snak, eller spørge muffe om jeg må låne hans bil. Alle de små ting, savner jeg, jeg savner dansk smør, dansk skummet mælk, dansk morgenbrød, dansk rugbrød, for søren jeg savner rugbrød! Savner dansk tv, fordi jeg ved hvad der kommer og har rimelig mange kanaler i Danmark.

Savner min mor, morfar, min bedste veninde, savner at kunne cykle hen til netto og rent faktisk finde ud af hvad der står på hylderne.

Alt herover er så stort, og supermarkederne er like, virkelig store og alt er bare i family size main! Du kan næsten ikke købe andet end store pakker! Wtf?! Og jeg er slet ikke vant til at lave mad for 4-7 personer, jeg er bare vant til at lave mad for 2, så det er en ret stor omvæltning, men okay, faren laver ikke det store madlavning, så, i det mindste kan jeg lave lidt mad :b haha!

Men ja.. Jeg ved ikke rigtig hvor jeg skal gøre af mig selv i dag, tror jeg kører hen til supermarkedet og køber noget aftensmad og ja, måske lidt lækkert? I dunno, bare et eller andet i hvert fald!

I dag er det en meget regnfuld nederen dag, så den skal bare bruges indenfor! 

2 days/a week (: Hehe

Monday 22th September

So, it’s Monday and a new week are starting. And today Tyler had school, but Brooklyn didn’t so I had to take care of her today (: We went to the shops and did the groceries, she was very helpful, and I actually drove to the shops, with Brook in the car :D hehehe and it went just fine (:

So all in all a nice day. (:

And yeah, after this week the kids have school holidays so that’s gonna be weird to experience :b hahaha!

So, I’ll write later :b

Saturday 27^th September

So, this Wednesday we went to the bank ANZ, and made me a bankaccount and I even get a credit card! In black! Hehe! Well, yeah that’s nice (: I even got a app on my phone (after a lot of time trying to find it on the ‘danish app store’ and after I found out I could change country, I needed to spend the last 3krones on my Danish account) that can show we how much money I have on my account, it’s nice (:

So yesterday (Friday) we(Matt, me, Jo, Jo’s daughter and her friend) went to the National park (well one of them- think it’s the one closest to us) and we saw kangaroos, koalas and I got some real nice pictures! It was a really big park! You can like drive around in it! WTF?! It was crazy! And we went to a pub and got some lunch, and then back again, and then get Brook and Tyler from school, and yeah, that was pretty much it for yesterday (: Hehe (:

Today it’s Matt’s birthday, well, I wanted to make him pancakes, but we don’t have any flour or eggs, then it’s a bit difficult. But they don’t go too much up in birthdays, I guess, because he has to go to work later, like from 12.00-05.00 hole day and night ): That’s just sad! But yeah his parents are gonna take care of the children until like 18.30, and then they come back (: hehe (: And I have the day to myself… Hmmm don’t know what to do on my days off, it’s awful, I don’t really have any friends yet, and because he doesn’t have wi-fi yet, I don’t want to write on the Aupair group (a group on facebook for aupairs in Perth, that wants new friends and explore some things) because I can’t see if they write me back ): So, yeah, that needs to wait until he get the wi-fi! Otherwise I think I’m gonna go to the little shops and buy myself some dinner tonight, and maybe some sweet stuff? Hmmm, yeah that’s sounds good (:

Or, I just go to Jo's house and have internet!  

Skyping with home

So I skyped with my mom, granddad and Grethe yesterday evening here, it was a little hard to see them, but in a way it was really nice to see them, when I play with the kids and drive around I don't miss home so much, but talking with them, seeing them on the cam, it reminds me that i'm like 20 hours away from them.. But I know they can handle it, and I'll be alright, everyone is so sweet to me, and I feel like I'm doing nothing, and they feel like I'm doing to much :b I think it just takes a little time to adjust the situation. (: and hell yeah I will have a fantastic time here! I want to learn how to surf, and go on the jetski, and everythiing :D hahah! It's gonna be so nice! (: I'm already looking forward to all the things I will experience (: And when I have to leave the family, I think it's gonna be real hard to say goodbye ): But, i'm enjoying every minute over here, and everything!
Today it's a rainning, so, we are just sitting around doing facebook, relax and stuff like thar (: it's nice (:
So, i'll write again soon (i hope so :b) cya<3