Can't believe it

I can't believe that in under a week I'll be without a job, I'll be in a situation I hate being in, I need to figure out my life, I need to make my decisions, and I just can't figure anything out.. 

Summer is still going strong here in Denmark, the weather was amazing last week, and this week it's a bit more like Autumn, but still warm compared to that the summer should almost be over s: ¨

My work has taken so much of my time, and I seriously feel like all I've been doing since I came home was working, and the time has just flown by, it's crazy to think that I've been home for a couple of months. 

Sitting thinking about Australia, makes me a bit sad, I miss the children the most, but also the easy life, the life with nothing (well at least that's what was suppose to happen) to worry about, and  just living the life. Here I need to make a lot of freaking decisions, that I don't feel like I'm ready for yet. I wish I could just jump on a plane again and go back!

But then again, I would miss friends and family too much here in Denmark, I've gotten so used to talk danish again, that when I finally talk english, I think I have lost my Aussie accent ): A bit sad about that, but hey! I will one day come back to that beautiful country and see MUCH MORE! 

So yeah, on Sunday we have this biiiig party at my work, like a goodbye party, and I'm looking forward to it, and yeh, it's gonna be a bit weird not working with the big family out there, I'm gonna miss a lot of people ):  I hope that I'm gonna keep in contact with some of my friends from work, cause I was away I have no idear who's gonna be here this year, I don't know how it was last year s: