Messed up?!?!?!?!?!?!

So yeah, a lot has happened since last time I wrote on my blog, and since I want to be honest on my blog, I’ll tell it all. And then I don’t have to write to everyone about it, so yeah here it goes.

Last week on Wednesday we were all at Jo’s house, we went out for dinner because Jo had to go to Bali on Thursday, and after we got back, everything escaladed…

Jo went down to her friend’s house to get Rocco (her dog) back, but when she came back, I was told to get the kids out of the house, and there was this women I didn’t know coming in the house. And yeah, apparently my hostdad has been dated these two girls at the same time for 2 years(none of the girls knew each other), and they wanted to confront him together so he couldn’t get out of it with a lie. It was really crazy and I was stuck in the middle of it all. With Jo leaving the next day to Bali, and her kids were supposed to be at my hostdad’s house the whole weekend, so yeah, I stepped in and said I wanted to look after her kids while she was gone, since she didn’t have anyone else.. everyone making decission for me. Aimee had told my hostdad that I didn't wanna live with him anymore without me knowing. And thursday I told him, I had nothing to do with that message, that I needed some time to process it, and think about if I still wanted to stay with him. And then on Friday my hostdad told me he found another aupair to start ASAP, so if there was any way he could pack my room down before Saturday night.. So Saturday I went there to pack my room down, for me it just felt like i was being kicked out of his house all of a sudden.. It was a crappy way to leave the house/family.. I haven't even said propper goodbye to the kids.. ):
And yeah, now I have moved in to Jo’s house. I just wished I could do something for her, she deserves everything, she has been my rock while I’ve been here, and she is such a nice person, I couldn’t get through this without her<3

The whole thing is so crazy/messed up than you would think it could be in a book/movie, it’s so fucked. And he has lied to me while I’ve been here.. What if something happened and I couldn’t get a hold on him, because he was with his other girl? What was I then supposed to do?

The last week I’ve really missed my family and friends. I miss being able to hug a family member..<3 It's hard when u can't like call your best friend and meet up at a place between us.. Or talking to your mom at dinner, and yeah.. seeing my grandfather every week.. I can't wait to get back, but there's still so much more to see here, and my journy is not over yet<3
It's just been really hard, but I know and the end of this, I will be a stronger person, and I will be carefull with everything...  

But the plan for now is that I’m Jo’s aupair, and staying here to March, and then travel around Australia.

So yeah, crazy world we’re living in ? :o

(I’ll make another input with a happy story<3)